tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/MokoFeed2009-11-10T04:53:47+01:00tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-22:/2005/09/22/hello~195447/classiclady2005-09-22T13:38:50+02:002005-09-22T13:38:50+02:00 <p>Haven`t posted for a while. I didn`t have much to say but right now i am thinking about the busines my partner and I set up its internet based but we seem to have stopped, my partner has got into trading and is learning how to do it. I hoped it would mean I could leave work and do the busines fulltime.</p> <p>Oh well I cannot think of anything to say bit boring today.</p> <p><a href="http://www.monstergamesonline.co.uk">www.monstergamesonline.co.uk</a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/22/hello~195447/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-15:/2005/09/15/depression~182430/classiclady2005-09-15T10:47:16+02:002005-09-15T10:47:16+02:00 <p>Not a very happy Blog this one <img src="/img/smilies/graycry.gif" alt=":`(" class="middle" border="0"><br> I thought by writing down how I felt might help me to understand.</p> <p>I have been depressed for over a year now although I think I have been ill for alot longer, it took a very happy change in my life for me to start to let go.</p> <p>The change was finding my partner, after three dates he had asked me to stay and I never went home. Soon after that he noticed that I didn`t eat meals and ork was really stressing me out I would phone him in tears everyday sometimes before I even started work.</p> <p>We went to my doctors as I hadn`t changed and he wasn`t much help so we went to the local doctors and that was the turning point. He gave me some anti depressants to try, It was only a small dose. Things seemed to pick up alittle but I was having thoughts about ending it all, to the point where I knew I had to go back to my doctors but when I got there they had no appointments for me, lucky for me friends of ours where at home so I ended up there. our friend got me in to see the doctor.</p> <p>To cut the story short I ended up with six months of work on a higher dose and seeing a counsellor. I have now come off my pills, I have a new job, engaged and a new home which I love, but some of the bad feelings are coming back but i don`t know whether it`s down to getting up early (i`ve had to be in work for as early as 4.30am just recently) but I really don`t want to go back on the pills.</p> <p>Sorry it`s been a long one but I felt I needed to do this. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/15/depression~182430/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-12:/2005/09/12/the_day_of_hell~176920/classiclady2005-09-12T17:42:28+02:002005-09-12T17:42:28+02:00 <p><img src="/img/smilies/icon_evil.gif" alt=">:-[" class="middle" border="0">Well today has been one of the worst.</p> <p>1)Got up at 3.30am to get to work for 4.30<br> 2)Never having a weekend off again walked into a right mess.<br> 3)Put horses rug on this morning as at 4.00 it was very cool<img src="/img/smilies/graysigh.gif" alt=":**:" class="middle" border="0"> got to her this afternoon dripping with sweat, so I had to wash her down<br> 4)looks like there is going to be a petrol crisis, although I agree that we are paying too much for petrol.<br> 5) My car horn has stopped working again.</p> <p>Got my interview in the morning that should be fun. No sleep tonight then.<img src="/img/smilies/graysleep.gif" alt=":zz:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>I am going to drink my well deserved coffee now.</p> <p>Bye</p> <p><a href="http://www.monstergamesonline.co.uk">www.monstergamesonline.co.uk</a> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/12/the_day_of_hell~176920/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-11:/2005/09/11/my_other_half_is_cooking~175041/classiclady2005-09-11T18:31:27+02:002005-09-11T18:31:27+02:00 <p>Yep my other half is in the kitchin cooking dinner. Its a bone of contention with me that he never cooks dinner for us but every meal I do he finds something wrong with it, ie its to hot, ive cooked to much, not done something or overdone something ect ect.</p> <p>Today I put my horses rug on as when I brought her in yesterday she was cold. No rain in fact its not been a to bad a day, well its been dry atleast.<img src="/img/smilies/icon_confused.gif" alt=":-/" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Not much else has happened today. Other half has been on call again had two calls to do far apart from each other so I went with him so thats most of my day gone although I have bought some plants for the front garden so have just finished putting them in, very nice.<img src="/img/smilies/icon_razz.gif" alt=":p" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Oh well back to work tomorrow god knows what I will walk into as I have had the weekend off.<img src="/img/smilies/grayconfused.gif" alt=":??:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Bye for know </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/11/my_other_half_is_cooking~175041/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-10:/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172489/classiclady2005-09-10T10:40:53+02:002005-09-10T10:40:53+02:00 <p>Hi<br> Couldn`t write anything yesterday because my other half was on the pc all night.Its a pain having only one pc in the house any way he is out so i`ve got it to myself.</p> <p>My other half is a lift engineer and I am a retail manager and the one weekend I get of he is on call typical, oh well I can get on the pc and listen to my music without funny remarks.</p> <p>Well christmas is here well atleast for me iv`e already dressed on christmas confec and monday I have the task of getting into work for 4am yes 4am to dress on Christmas bicuits, I`ve also got toys to do and go for an interview for area specialist for my role, busy week ahead.</p> <p>Well my poor horse is getting wet as it is tipping it down here, I did think about putting a rug on her but it was warm when i turned her out but as soon as I left the yard the rain came. She should be ok she stayed in last night so she will only be interested in eatting, she does get hay in her stable but when its gone its gone and its to cold at night for her to stay out as she feels the cold and will drop weight, I wish the same could be said for her mom.</p> <p>bye for now </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172489/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-10:/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172488/classiclady2005-09-10T10:40:36+02:002005-09-10T10:40:36+02:00 <p>Hi<br> Couldn`t write anything yesterday because my other half was on the pc all night.Its a pain having only one pc in the house any way he is out so i`ve got it to myself.</p> <p>My other half is a lift engineer and I am a retail manager and the one weekend I get of he is on call typical, oh well I can get on the pc and listen to my music without funny remarks.</p> <p>Well christmas is here well atleast for me iv`e already dressed on christmas confec and monday I have the task of getting into work for 4am yes 4am to dress on Christmas bicuits, I`ve also got toys to do and go for an interview for area specialist for my role, busy week ahead.</p> <p>Well my poor horse is getting wet as it is tipping it down here, I did think about putting a rug on her but it was warm when i turned her out but as soon as I left the yard the rain came. She should be ok she stayed in last night so she will only be interested in eatting, she does get hay in her stable but when its gone its gone and its to cold at night for her to stay out as she feels the cold and will drop weight, I wish the same could be said for her mom.</p> <p>bye for now </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172488/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-10:/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172483/classiclady2005-09-10T10:24:41+02:002005-09-10T10:24:41+02:00<p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/10/missed_a_day~172483/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-08:/2005/09/08/bad_day~169843/classiclady2005-09-08T18:57:22+02:002005-09-08T18:57:22+02:00 <p>Hi everyone,<br> Had a bad day today, I suffer from depression have been for along time now. I came of my pills a couple of weeks ago and today has been bad, I feel tired and emotional and not loved much which I know is wrong but my partner doesn`t show how much I mean to him unless I start to feel like this.</p> <p>On a lighter note I have an interview next week for a promotion within my company so have some prep work to do and in the mean time I am going to talk to my partner about how I feel.</p> <p><a href="http://www.monstergamesonline.co.uk">www.monstergamesonline.co.uk</a><img src="/img/smilies/icon_neutral.gif" alt=":|" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/08/bad_day~169843/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:classiclady.blog.co.uk,2005-09-07:/2005/09/07/full_stop~168208/classiclady2005-09-07T21:41:10+02:002005-09-07T21:41:10+02:00 <p>Hi to all who wish to read.<br> This is my first post as a bloger, I happened upon bloging as I was driving home from work this week it was on radio 4, don`t know if I will be any good our interesting for that matter but here goes.<br> I am female, 31 years old sometimes feel older but never younger (funny that)<br> work fulltime as a retail manager (it pays the bills)<br> I live with my partner who I have been with for three years (moved in together after the third date)<br> Own a horse called Leila and hamster called Fluff Monster.</p> <p>We have set up business which we named after Fluff (Monster Games) but we seem to have come to a full stop at advertising it which seems a shame as my partner has put alot of work into it.</p> <p>The web site is <a href="http://www.monstergamesonline.co.uk">www.monstergamesonline.co.uk</a><br> just incase anyone wants to take a look.</p> <p>Oh well I am going now to have a celebratory coffee at my first blog. Good night. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://classiclady.blog.co.uk/2005/09/07/full_stop~168208/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>